Im curious to know what she is thinking?

i took a female friend who i have known for 15 years on a date last night. we had some drinks, went back to my place and had sex. the sex was good, and she stayed the night. when we woke up this morning we were getting frisky, so we started to have sex. i couldn't "get it up" so obviously we didn't have sex. so instead we sat on the couch and she layed her head on my shoulder and watched tv. im really into this girl. i think she is beautiful, and i have told her that. now i am curious to know what she is thinking, and if she will judge me over this performance.?????.... i would like to point out that i was on xanax last night, and i told her that this could be the reason i couldn't perform.